I have chosen Jay and Johnson's Reflective Model.
Step 1 (Descriptive stage): Briefly describe your current reflective practice
How do I reflect?
Based on the questions in the survey I have always put myself in the reflecting alone category for my own teaching, and discussing with colleagues. I like to sit and think about what I’ve done but it is always thoughts. Discussing with colleagues helps, as it means I don't have to reflect on my own and more ideas can be discussed and implemented in our collaborative practice.
I always feel nervous when others comment on my teaching, which is why I hate being observed. Yet it is also because I feel I am my biggest critic.
Step 2 (Comparative stage): Reflect on alternatives and other viewpoints in light of research
While I prefer to reflect by myself and with colleagues. I can change my reflective practice, using a written journal.
This will help by -
I always feel that it is a chore to write down. I'd rather be doing and this makes me a lot like some students in my class. However, I do see the importance of keeping reflections written. It is similar to doing these blog posts. Once it becomes a habit it becomes easier. As Barbara Larrivee says
"This process of systematic self-reflection can provide the clarification necessary for teachers to gain, or regain, a sense of meaning and purpose in their teaching." (Pgs 296-297)
This does mean I would need to be disciplined in keeping it going and taking that time to reflect in the journal. Judging by other people's responses I am not alone in rarely using. Does that mean that we are all feeling the same way? If so, then it shows how important it is to collaborate with others to find ways to reflect and improve our practice.
In this case, I feel I am in Repair and Review stages of Zeichner and Liston’s Five Levels of Reflection (cited in Finlay, 2008, p.4) and need to move to the Research stage.
Step 3 (Critical reflection)
How does this reflective process inform and renew your perspective?
From my point of view, consistently writing down what my thoughts and feelings will -
help me become more systematic about my reflective practice.
provide me with the foundation to help me improve my own teaching. It also means I can refer back and not forget what my thoughts were.
Not being afraid to listen to other's feedback means that I can take on other points of view from my peers.
What are the implications for your reflective practice when viewed from these alternative perspectives?
Continue to Self Reflect but start using a written Journal.
Reflect with colleagues and peers.
Choosing a model for reflecting helps me with the structure of how I can move my practice forward.
I haven't decided yet on which model I will choose but having started a sensory group of severe behaviours in my practice, I can use a similar model with them to help build their resilience to situations and become better problem solvers. It's the same thing as stated in the video for Week 17. Thoughts and Feelings - Why, How and So What?
From this point of view, the group can reflect on what they have done and I can reflect with them on how to improve their learning experience.
References -
Larrivee, B. (2000).Transforming teaching practice: becoming the critically reflective teacher. Reflective Practice, 1(3), 293-307.